The following is my first gay sexual experience. At the time I was married to a woman, yes I knew I was gay since Jr HS but the because of the times, my family, church - you get the idea. My wife and I were closing in on 30 years of marriage, the last 10 or so we had little or no sex. I begged off due to migraines and lower back pain. I’d jerked off to gay porn for years. This started when I was 21 when I first worked up the courage to go into a dirty bookstore just across the state line. I quickly grabbed 3 gay magazines and brought them to the counter. I’ll never forget the young man working… 더 읽기

So I met Rick online on A4A I believe. He intrigued me as he was younger, say about 35 and cute in his own way to my 55. He wanted to meet and play but always was unable to commit to a date. I couldn’t host at the time as I was still married to a woman, that and the prying eyes of neighbors who would wonder what a guy was doing at my house during the day when the wife was at work. I worked in sales and had a home office so could easily slip away and meet anyone anywhere during the day as long as he was willing to host the tryst. At the time I was talking with Rick, I had many other hook ups wh… 더 읽기

What was your 1st gay proposition? Starting HS through College I worked at a fishing resort in the summer. We sold bait, gas, food, sandwiches, you name it, if someone would buy it, we sold it. On the weekends and some weekdays, there was a patrol boat out on the string of lakes checking for licenses, too many fish caught, etc. Well one of the guys who was occasionally on the patrol boat was a big 6'4", 225lb blond guy. I was 6'2" brown but blonder in the sun and 185. He was pretty good looking too except for a few scars which I assumed were fight/altercations. I found out later he was gay. Th… 더 읽기