Gabrieldamato
damnn. the more i watch these boys, the further i sink deeper into HOMOSEXUALITY. and it doesnt stop! whats going on with me?? its like everyday that passes my desire for gay boys grows more and more. i cant stop it! when i try to deny it and play it off, i end up realizing that im just lying to myself and end up re downloading grindr and sniffies to continue having sex with other cute boys. it all started this year. when i try to fight it, i fail miserably and relapse 10 times stronger than before. theres like nothing i can do about it, so this year ive only had gay sex. because if i try to stay away from gay boys, eventually i end up hooking up with them again. and the gay urge comes bck extremely stronger than before. i guess im just gay now. and theres nothing i can do to go bck. cant believe i evolved into my adulthood as a gay boy lover. grrr! this wasnt in my plans! lol. why do i have such a strong sexual desire for gay boys now?? im surprised at how much i enjoy it too. i find myself flirting with boys against my will. homosexuality has fully won the fight against me and overpowered my hormones. i surrender.
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